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June 13th, 2005
01:24 pm so yeah...well into the summer got a job as a host at bennigan's on motor pkwy. got a fish that my brother named carl lovin the fact that i get to see steve everyday i don't like my job at all. the only thing that i can tolerate are the people. it's boring and the customers are obnoxious. but u can't really escape that my parents are goin away early july...so party up in here! watched be cool and family guy with the usual suspects last night. i need to start practicing. the end Current Mood: good Current Music: jason mraz
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March 21st, 2005
03:18 pm so this is spring break...here in sunny LONG ISLAND. oh well. i've been spending a decent amount of time with my mom. spending a lot of time with stephen. we're gunna see the ring dos sometime this week. it sucks how everybody has break at different times. i left a whole lot of clothes at school, leaving me with not so much here. watched reality bites lsat night. and finallly saw taking lives with stephen..which was realllly fucked up. k im out <3 Current Mood: tired Current Music: weezer
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January 13th, 2005
06:14 pm - oh hey randomness.... . YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on): angel april 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name): cookie chun 3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant): pepper mangia 4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot): cinnoman new hampshire 5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied): shorty purchase 6. "FLY BOY" ALIAS : (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): jmui...that's original 7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen): vanilla oil 8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School): puppy west 9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): cookie vodka 10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived): avenue u...i have no middle name 11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician): reeses hendrix Current Mood: groggy Current Music: thrice
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November 21st, 2004
October 15th, 2004
09:09 pm - oh hey where do i even start.... i haven't updated in 2 months..and holy shit..a lot has happened in those 2 months.
well im well into my junior year at purchase. classes are it's usual busy bullshit. i feel like i fit in a lot better this year for some reason. i actually have friends in the music conservatory. social life at purchase is amazing. april is with me up there and it's just fantabulous. i've met some really cool people. my liver will kick my ass by the end of this college thing.
and then there's steve. i don't even kno wat to say about him or the situation or anything. he's one of the strongest people i kno, and he will get better. i love and miss him soo f-in much.
so im home right meow...dix hills home. and im bored, and im tired. im goin to jersey tomorrow to see steve. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand...i think that might be it.
home is weird... PEACE! Current Mood: tired Current Music: green day
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August 26th, 2004
02:00 pm - oh heeeeey so as of aug 19 i belive it was...i became un-single. oh yes, steve demott is my boyfriend. holy crap. how long have i been waiting for this to happen? haha
so im going back to school on sunday. im excited. have an apartment with 3 girls that i don't kno. i have my own room. i have a single, im so excited. im kinda worried about that whole viola thing. i haven't played much this summer cuz i needed a break. but i don't kno, hopefully things will work out
april left for school today. im gunna miss her so much. (see ya sunday hun!) haha. we gunna tear up purchase, u kno it wat wat!
i just got summoned to jury duty. my dad is flipping out, cuz that's my dad.
im bored.
catch ya on the flip side Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: senses fail
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August 19th, 2004
August 13th, 2004
03:23 pm - oh yes..it's that time 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "Christmas music just went to No.1 on the Holiday charts" 2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my statue thing on my desk 3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? dawson's creek 4: What's the time WITHOUT LOOKING. 2:37pm 5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 3:25 pm 6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? atreyu playino on my stereo 7: When did you last step outside? this morning to go get my viola fixed 8: Before you opened this mail, what did you look at? umm...my root beer can 9: What are you wearing? white tee shirt and jeans. 10: Did you dream last night? of course 11: When did you last laugh? prob last night or something 12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? hm...marilyn monroe, james dean, gavin rossdale, giant ass pic of my high school graduating class, harry potter calendar, 4 random pics of random things 13: Seen anything weird lately? a 60 year old calling me baby 14: What do you think of this quiz? it's fabulous and everyone should do it 15: What is the last film you saw? kill bill 2 16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? an illin house for my parents wherever the hell they want 17: Tell me something about you that I don't know? im super self-conscience and it sucks 18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? completely cliche...but peace would be amazing 19: Do you like to dance? haha i love to shake my HP 20: George Bush: fuck him 21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? kaylee 22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? aiden 23: Would you ever consider living abroad? fuck yeah 24: Will you pass on this survey? it's goin in my journal Current Mood: blah Current Music: atreyu
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July 13th, 2004
01:38 pm oops...didn't realize i did that twice
brain isn't workin too well lately
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01:37 pm - Drink Up
| How to make a Jess |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part humour
1 part beauty |
Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom |
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July 3rd, 2004
07:34 pm
| How to make a Jess |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part humour
1 part beauty |
Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom |
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June 27th, 2004
12:41 am - oh heeeey wow..it's been a long time. well here goes nuthin...
well im home from school meow...and everything has been goin well. sorta. i couldn't find a job cuz of the fact that i would be only temp cuz im goin back to school. i even sunk down so low as to asking sam ash for my job back, even they said that they didn't want me cuz im temporary. so i said fuck it, im goin to take classes. turns out i can only take one class, intro to sociology, at suffolk. watever, one less class i have to take at purcahse.
so..as u all kno, i sure pick the winners when it comes to boys. gary and i broke up cuz he started to have feelings for his ex-girlfriend again after dating me for 7-8 months. i stupidly got back togheter with bryan(brain) for a hot second, and then he goes on to break up with me cuz he wanted to get back with his ex-girlfriend. dos strikes on me.
one day i go to the library, and who do i see there? yeah u guessed it...april. as if i don't see her everyday anyway. well we talk and stuff and she leaves. as im browsing for my book (beethoven's hair), i get a call but i didn't get to it in time. so this person leaves a voice mail. and guess who it was. yeah that's right...steve demott. i almost screamed in the library. he said how he knows it's been a long time, and if i want to talk i can call him. BTW..i haven't spoken to steve in about 2 years cuz he dicked me over. took me a long time to get over wat he did to me. but i was over it, truly. so i called him back. he came over, and apologized and we were golden. and now, well i don't kno what we are. i guess we're seeing each other again...strange how things work out.
anyhoo...i got a job yesterday at lord and taylor. and steve works as the security guard there. meghan will be workin with me as well. i can't believe i actually found a job...strangely-thanks to steve.
robbie is graduating tomorrow..woohoooo! i start school on monday training for lord and taylor starts on thurs i quit smoking...and i feel like im going to bash my head against the wall QAF is the best show ever
im starting to not be a complete waste of human flesh Current Mood: hungry Current Music: sublimeeee
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May 19th, 2004
08:49 pm Missapril304 (8:49:13 PM): little jess is gonna scratch her eyeballs out Missapril304 (8:49:19 PM): that's so frikken cute
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April 24th, 2004
11:31 am - FUUUUUUUCK FUCK IT!!! FUCK U!! FUCK LIFE! FUCK UR FEELINGS FUCK EVERYTHING U SAID TO ME FUCK THE HAPPIEST 7 MONTHS I HAD WITH U FUCK UR EX GF
I HOPE URE HAPPY NOW AND I HOPE U REALIZE HOW MUCH U FUCKIN THREW AWAY Current Mood: angry Current Music: FUCK U
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April 22nd, 2004
02:02 am god damn dreams....fuck them Current Mood: sad
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March 26th, 2004
12:38 am im just about drrunk
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March 22nd, 2004
04:31 pm - well then... i came and i saw...and now im back at school. spring break was great...not that anything great happened, but it was nice. saw bunches of people, good ish i tell ya. drank my life away basically every night of the break..and there is nothing wrong with that. tried to buy used cds at looney tunes, but that was a no-go. and april.....u are so naked, and i my friend..am so drunk! oh god.im an idiot. im seeing coheed this weekend with my baby and i am very excited.
i had my first decent lesson since like christmas today.
like my new pic? april took it of me.
ok im done...PEACE
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February 17th, 2004
February 8th, 2004
01:54 am - oh god hi! heeey remember me? jesus it's been a long time. so im home for the weekend to get my car fixed, goin back tomorrow. so nothing interestin has happened in my life which is why i don't update this...alas im bored, so i am updating.
i just got back from gary's friend ray's house...smoked maaaad hooka, like 4 hours straight of it. sipped on some gin and juice, watched some aqua teen, fear and loathing in las vegas, and private parts. goood times goood times
school is goin alright, busy as hell as usual. same shit everyday. not much else i can say about it.
i really need to get my own place. i like comin home and everything, but i can't deal with my parents breathing down my throat. like lsat night, i was talking to my mom and dad and out of no wehre my dad goes "ur eyes are red" and i wasn't high or nuthin..so like wtf mate?
i saw the butterfly effect today with gary...oh god it was fuckin amazing. i have this new found respect for ashton kutcher, he's actually a decent actor. but it was great, mind boggling if u will.
gary and i have been together for 5 months now...crazy shit man. such an amazing guy i can't get over it, and he still likes me after all this time! jeezy creezy!
umm..ok enuf with the bullshit...im out
<3 peace! Current Mood: tired Current Music: pooooo
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October 7th, 2003
10:57 pm i fuckin feel like my chest is gunna explode...fuck this shit! Current Mood: scared
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